Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Today I am devastated. My hope for having my children come to me has gone. Today I feel completely and utterly defeated. I feel that I have so much to do here in my real life, supporting others and their children, that I cannot go forward with surrogacy. I feel that, God, or whatever forces are out there, have conspired against me and have placed blocks in my way to becoming a parent. I feel I am being told to accept what I have, and help who I can, and forget my feelings about being a mother.
Posted by Phoenix at 1:16 PM