Thursday, April 16, 2009
Nope, no results
Thursday, no results. Again. An afternoon of wasted phone calls, emails, ... oh I could say so much more.
There was no report on Tuesday night. In fact, this afternoon, that was confirmed. So what the fuck was I told on Tuesday night??? Exactly what report did Dr Yash read to me? Today, apparently she doesn't have it, never did. She may get it tomorrow. I have no expectations any longer.
My dear husband tells me: "We have always been at the mercy of these people, just suck it up". So true. Oh God, we pay it out, we have so many hopes and drams, we are told it is all above board. Then we discover, it is not.
Honestly, if this clinic wants to be international players in the field of medical tourism, they really have to up their standards to what we expect in the West, if they want Western dollars.. and yes, some of them charge no only western dollars, but more than that. but what choice do we have?
For now, shit, we are stuck. Pregnant (or not) surrogate in the care of SI.
I am so scared. I can't even post my emotions now because of the stupid-arsed anonymooses, and the Venuses-de-milo-cans who just want to attack but contribute nothing, and care not for the emotions anyone is going through with this whole fucking shit-fight.
I just hope my baby is okay.
Posted by Phoenix at 8:21 PM