Monday, November 16, 2009
scan day - walking on ....
egg shells ...
As much as I try to not think about our SMs and our cycle and our little ones .... today is the day. We have our five week gestational sac scans. It is currently 12 noon in Delhi, and I know our scan appts are for 1.30pm Delhi time.
I will get a call in around two hours. I know I will get this call because all Dr Shivani clients get phone calls, not emails or text messages and no-one is left to wait and wonder and stress out.
We are pregnant right now.!
I hope we are still pregnant in two hours.
I am scared we will not be pregnant in two hours.
We never know what will happen with this amazing pregnancy process,
... I am feeling very vulnerable right now. We have had so many losses, with me (4), with Nicholas at 12 weeks .... IVF losses over four years.
PLEASE ... let this be our time.
Posted by Phoenix at 2:36 PM